The Only Escape

2005-03-09 [tragedy of life]: good night

2005-03-09 [Rain Kissed Angel]: pleasnt dreams everyone

2005-03-09 [tragedy of life]: yea you too

2005-03-09 [Southern Affliction]: I see everyone talking about killing theirselves and I wonder if you might try something... try and remember the last good thing that happened to you. Then ask yourself if you think anything could happen like that again. The only thing that suicide would accomplish is hurting those that may care for you. I use to be worse than what I'm reading... I have tried and failed to kill myself. I regret it now considering who I have found to share my life. Just remember... there's always a reason to live.

2005-03-09 [tragedy of life]: i dont really want to die i just want everyone to go away

2005-03-10 [Southern Affliction]: Then what happens when you're all alone. You get even more depressed and want to relieve yourself of your pain. Through any means possible. It wasn't peaceful for me... it was suicidal.

2005-03-11 [Rain Kissed Angel]: *hugs everyone* thankx for the help the other` day. I neede`d it. I hope I didn't scare any`one, me and my damn breakdowns. sorry....-_-''

2005-03-12 [tragedy of life]: its okay

2005-03-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: thanks...*attempts to smile*

2005-03-16 [straylight run]: whats the point of life when everything around you is nothing but a faceless lie

2005-03-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: I'm just so tired of hiding behind this mask. *sighs* *way off subject* ....Nevermind..... *i'm an idiot*

2005-03-16 [straylight run]: don't worry about it, everyone wears a mask, i wear a mask so i don't end up getting hurt and so no one knows what's really going on

2005-03-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: ....I'm always pretending to be happy, always smiling and making people laugh....but when I can't hold it in anymore everyone can see stright thought me.....I hate being felt sorry for, But If i intend to stay alive I Have to excetp it. If it wasn't for people feeling "sorry" for me and careing so much about me, I wouldn't be here....

2005-03-16 [straylight run]: i refuse to let people see through my mask, if im hurting inside they have no clue and i deal with it myself, i feel weak and pathetic when people see the real me and feel sorry for me or take pity on me, i won't stand for it

2005-03-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: I hate it....My friends always ask me what's wrong when my perfect image faulters....It makes me feel....helpless......

2005-03-16 [straylight run]: when my friends ask me what's wrong, i just plaster my usual smile on and say nothing and act like a moron or say im tired

2005-03-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: I do that too, But It doesn't stop me from feeling like I'm an ant stuck on the bottom of someones shoe...I have to go soon.... damn...

2005-03-16 [straylight run]: that's life....it sux

2005-03-16 [Rain Kissed Angel]: Yeah, life is such a bitch....I gtg....bye, Hopefully I'll get the chance to talk to you again...bye till then

2005-03-16 [Lost_soul_of BrandonLee2]: Life is a bitch...I wrote a litte poem....here it is.. (I suck at writing just so you know)  I'm not okay and I don't want to pretend that I am. But I have to...I have to put on this mask and pretend that I am someone that I am not. Things in this world are going wrong and hurting the people I love the most. Just leave me alone....because I'm not okay.

2005-03-16 [straylight run]: that's actually quite a good poem